Testimonies
Matt Cook's Testimonial
"At Teen
Challenge, God showed me that a lot of what I
believed to be right was actually wrong. I'd
never had boundaries, or moral standards. He
gave me a desire to live right.
One morning in chapel about two weeks after
entering the program, a staff member stopped
in the middle of a song and said, "If
there is anyone here who doesn't have a real
hunger for God, He
is here and wants to do a work in you. Ask Him
to give you a hunger for Him." I asked
God to do that in me. From that point on,
things really started changing for me.
I
had brought an ounce of pot with me when I
came into the program. One morning in
classroom, I was working on my personal
studies, and it occurred to me that God was
saying, "If you really are serious about
Me, you need to get rid of that pot you're
holding on to." That night, I got another
student and confessed to him what I had and
what I needed to do with it. I asked the
student to witness me flushing it down the
toilet. It took a couple of flushes to get it
done but we did it!
Three months after coming into the program, I had to go to court on an old drug charge. I expected to be able to return to Teen Challenge but the judge sentenced me to 1-1/2 to 3 years and I immediately was taken to Nebraska State Prison. I knew I had to make a decision immediately to serve Christ, no matter what, or I would go back to my old attitudes and habits in prison. I realized I was in prison, not just because I had to pay a penalty for my crime. God wanted to do something in me through my time in prison. I read several Bible verses that clearly showed me that I was being disciplined because God loved me. He was using prison guards (even those who treated the inmates like dogs) to train me and teach me to have the right attitude, no matter what my circumstances. I had to learn not to hold bitterness in my heart toward those who mistreated me. He used my authorities to show me I HAD to be obedient in every little thing. More importantly, I had to WANT to be obedient. I can honestly say, I WANT TO!
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Since completing Teen Challenge, Matt has graduated from Brownsville Revival School of Ministry in Pensacola, FL.
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John Harris' Testimonial
My
name is John and I am a witness today that the
Lord Jesus is not in the grave but has risen
and is at the right hand of our heavenly
Father. In 1998, I was on drugs and my life
was destroyed. I wanted to do good but it
seemed so far from me. I was bound and in
darkness, a slave to drugs. I really needed
help bad! I can remember praying and asking
God to help me and at the same time dragging
out the dope pipe. I was powerless.
After abusing crack cocaine for years, something happened to me. It was as if someone took a spell off me. I didn't have a desire to do drugs. I was able to feel my body again and I didn't have to hide from my children any more. I was myself again. No more being broke from buying drugs.
This lasted ten months. Then, I found myself responding to the old desire. It was creeping up again, like an old friend I hadn't seen for a long time. As I returned to my addiction, I saw more wickedness than anyone could imagine. I was like a bat -- I loved night more than day. Very bad things happen at night and I saw so much dirt that I began to cry to God again to help me out of this dark world I lived in.
I realized one thing when I returned to smoking drugs. The God Who had delivered me and set me free the first time was Who I needed to keep me off drugs for good. However, I continued to desire drugs and I didn't care how they came. I became angry inside like a mad man and I had no respect for myself or anyone else. That's when I began to be controlled by some demonic spirit. I argued with everybody and didn't want to understand what anybody had to say unless they were giving me drugs.
One day I got into an argument with a person I'd known for years. We had smoked doped together all day. Something was not right inside of me. This is not an excuse, but I really don't know how the following events happened. We yelled ugly words at each other. Then I became quiet and listened to him say ugly things to me. Of course, I felt ugly. During the heat of the argument, I saw a bat in the corner of the house. Ugly words went back and forth and when I couldn't take any more, I grabbed the bat and hit him. I was out of control. The man didn't deserve it regardless of what he had said to me.
I ended up in jail with no life and I hated myself. In jail, the Lord began to deal with me. My feelings returned and I looked at the damage I had done. I was facing a 35-year prison stay. I felt I had nothing. I was hopeless. My life was such a mess I really couldn't think at all. I knew if anything good could possibly happen for me, it would have to come from God. I asked Him to forgive me for all the ugly things I'd done. I explained to Him how my life didn't seem important to me anymore. I'd made people hate me. No one would miss me -- they'd be glad I was put away. I gave myself totally to God and asked Him to help me and save me. I asked Him to deliver me and I told Him I would serve Him forever.
God heard me! God told me if I would trust and believe in Him, I would not be put to shame. I received Him and believed in Him. God gave me new desires, healed by body, and gave me spiritual strength as well. Then He began to use me to help others in jail. Forty or more inmates gave their lives to God! He was teaching me by His Spirit and leading me.
My lawyer came to visit me and offered me 16 years in the penitentiary. He told me it was the best he could do based on the charges against me. I told him he was a wonderful lawyer and thanked him for his hard work but told him I planned on pleading guilty. The guys in jail laughed at me but I remembered God telling me that he who trusts in the Lord shall not be ashamed. I was not ashamed at all. God's Spirit spoke to me and enabled me to speak the truth with boldness in court. After the Spirit of God spoke through me, the prosecutor strongly suggested that I go to Teen Challenge. I knew God was in charge and He was actually calling the shots on what to do with me. After the prosecutor had heard the Spirit of God speak through me he knew there was a change in me. My lawyer was amazed at what was taking place and when he finally spoke, his voice was different. It was anointed, soft and agreeing with what had already been said.
God convinced the court to send me to Teen Challenge. When I went back to my cell, the guys who laughed at me were lined up asking me to pray for them and their cases. They had seen God work things out for me and they knew God was with me. God allowed me to stay in jail until there was a bed open for me at Teen Challenge. It was 29 days before I was released.
I've been walking with God since the day He asked me to trust Him. He never fails me, and he has restored my life. He talks with me and I know He loves me very much. God performs all things for me and I know He is no respecter of persons. God can save any person who wants to be saved from their sins. He can restore a broken life and He can fix marriages. God is able. He is dependable. He comes to the rescue of those who humble themselves before Him. God can give brand new desires. I am convinced there is nothing too hard for God! Give Him a chance to work out His plan for your life!
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Teen Challenge Says Goodbye to Rudy Moreno (1943-2001)
On
October 25th, 2001, Rudy Moreno, a Teen
Challenge of the Midlands staff member for
over five years, passed away. Throughout his
time at Teen Challenge, he touched many lives
with the love of Jesus Christ. Serving in many
different capacities of ministry, Rudy always
did above and beyond that which was required
of him. He was a chaplain in the Polk County
jail system, conducted Bible studies at the
Newton Correctional Facility, worked for Good
Samaritan ministries in the inner-city of Des
Moines, and worked at homeless missions. Most
recently, he and his wife, Doloris, lived at
Teen Challenge’s Des Moines center. Teen
Challenge will miss Rudy, but we know we will
see him again one day. Rudy lived to give
glory to God, and for this reason we want to
share with you Rudy’s testimony of how God
changed his life.
Born
and raised in Houston, Texas, I was the last
one in a family of 11 kids. My father left my
mother about a month before I was born. One
brother and four sisters were already married,
so it was up to my other brother and sisters
to care for me and my sister while my mother
worked. It’s no surprise that I started
stealing and smoking at a very early age. By
the age of ten, I was smoking pot and inhaling
lighter fluid, gasoline, glue, etc., to get
high. On my 13th birthday I was given a
birthday present—a shot of heroin. Ever
since then, I’ve been in and out of jails,
prisons, and treatment centers. That same
year, I stopped going to school, was arrested
and given probation. I kept using drugs and
soon had a heroin habit.
For
the next 35 years, prison and heroin was the
only life I knew. It robbed me of my youth, my
teens, and my twenties which are supposed to
be the best years of your life. I never knew
what it was like to have a family, to attend
high school, or how to dance and date a decent
girl. I never learned how to repair a car or
anything that one does while growing up. All I
knew was, “Do unto others before they do
unto you.” If you wanted anything, or wanted
to be anybody in this world you had to fight,
rob, and steal to get it. My family, my
friends, the whole neighborhood had the same
way of thinking. I didn’t know anything
about God. The only religious upbringing I had
was at the movies. I saw all the Biblical
movies at least four times. I had never read
the Bible. The only time I had opened a Bible
was in prison to rip out a page to roll a
joint. The last time I got out of prison was
in 1989, and immediately I went back to
shooting heroin. Like Proverbs 26:11 says:
“Like a dog returns to his vomit, so will a
fool to his folly.” In the latter part of
1990, I entered a de-tox program. A month
later I was physically healed and left for
California. I started using drugs and drinking
again. A couple of months later I was back in
Minneapolis using heroin and drinking again.
One
day a friend and I had just finished shooting
up and were sitting in a park drinking beer. I
was feeling real depressed and was telling my
friend how sick and tired I was of the life I
was living—getting up in the morning sick,
throwing up, and feeling so miserable that if
I had a pistol I would blow my brains out. As
I was speaking, I felt someone standing next
to me. A guy was standing there with a Bible
in his hand and started telling me how much
Jesus loves me. We listened to him and he
prayed for us. He told me his name and gave me
a card with his church’s address and invited
me over. I said, “Yes, I’ll go,” but
later threw his card away and forgot about him
and about taking my life.
A
few weeks later my friend who was with me in
the park and who shared syringes with me four
or five times a day, got sick and went to the
hospital. I didn’t see him for two days. One
evening I saw his girlfriend and she told me
he was still in the hospital and was HIV
positive. She also told me the health
department was looking for another friend who
had AIDS. I was shocked and my mind started
racing on what to do. I thought, “Get a
pistol, go for broke, make money,” because I
was going to die anyway. Again this guy with
the Bible walks up and starts telling me about
Jesus. I told him the situation and we prayed.
Before he left to go visit my friend in the
hospital, he again invited me to his church.
Three weeks later, on a Sunday evening after
shooting up, I was walking around trying to
score some money. I met a friend who had
stolen a doctor’s bag. He gave me a baggy
with drugs. I put it in my pocket and kept
walking until I passed a church with people
singing. I went in and sat down in the last
pew so I could listen. Soon I felt a tap on my
shoulder and turned to see the same preacher
from the park thanking me for coming to his
church.
As
they were singing, I closed my eyes feeling a
strange knot in my throat and my eyes
watering. When I opened my eyes, people were
going to the altar. I felt embarrassed
and walked to the door. The pastor was
standing there and started to tell me about a
revival in the park across the street in three
days. I said, “Yes, yes,” and pulled out
the baggy with the drugs and asked him to
throw them away. Then I left. Later, I was
told that they had set up a tent and a few
hours before service the Minneapolis Board of
Parks and Recreation had called and told them
they couldn’t have the revival there and to
find another park. No reason or explanation
was given. That evening another friend and I
were at my place shooting up. When we came out
of the building and looked down the street, we
saw a big tent. We could hear music and
thought it was a carnival or something. We
walked over to check it out. That same pastor
came over and welcomed us. They had moved the
tent to the park there. We went in to listen
to the music and agreed to leave when the
preaching began. When the singing ended they
had an altar call so we got up to leave. My
friend turned to go out and like a magnet was
pulling me, I turned and headed to the altar.
That night I accepted Jesus Christ as my
personal Savior.
I
started (with God’s help) successfully
kicking my dope habit. I went to church that
Sunday and my pastor friend introduced me to a
guy he said could help me. It turned out that
the Minnesota Teen Challenge office was on the
second floor of my preacher friend’s church.
In less than two weeks, I was a student in
Teen Challenge of the Midlands in Colfax,
Iowa. I had been on the methadone maintenance
program for two years, in treatment seven
times, six times in prison, and overdosed
seven times. I had smoked cigarettes for 40
years. Nothing worked! In Luke 19:10 it says,
“For the Son of Man came to seek and to save
what was lost.” Luke 18:26-27 says, “The
crowds asked, who then can be saved? And he
(Jesus) said, The things which are impossible
with men are possible with God.” Nothing
worked for me until I turned my life over to
Jesus Christ to be the Lord and Master over
it. I know that in my spiritual walk I am not
where I should be or where I want to be, but
PRAISE GOD I’M NOT WHERE I USED TO BE!!!
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Dave Olson's Testimonial
It
was around midnight. I was drunk, broke and
alone, trying to figure out how I could get
more alcohol. Spotting something by the curb,
I stumbled over and picked it up. It was an
empty can of beer someone had thrown away.
Shaking it, I discovered one last swallow. I
quickly chugged it down. At that moment, it
was as if God placed a mirror in front of me;
I was disgusted with what I saw. At 18 years
old, I was nearing rock bottom.
I had been
raised in a loving and supportive home. My dad
was a Pastor and my mom was also very
committed to the Lord. Jesus was integral to
our family life. I surrendered my life to
Jesus before I was school age and was baptized
in the Spirit at the age of 12. When asked
what I wanted to be when I grew up I often
answered "a preacher." Life was
good.
When I was in
the eighth grade my Dad accepted the pastorate
of a Church in southern Iowa. The Church was
located within a consolidated school district
notorious for its drug problems. I quickly
found that acceptance at my new school came
through fighting and drugs. I deeply resented
having to leave my old school and friends.
That bitterness fueled a conscious decision to
do whatever was necessary to be part of the
"in" crowd. This meant drugs.
Experimentation
became daily use within a matter of months.
Marijuana soon led to speed, acid and anything
else I could get my hands on. My drug of
choice however was alcohol. When I drank
whiskey I felt I could do anything.
At 16, I was
belligerent and rebellious, forcing my Dad to
kick my out. For the next few years I bounced
from one home to another, sleeping in cars and
parks as the weather permitted. What began as
freedom rapidly became bondage.
By 1983
alcohol had completely taken over my life. I
had been through in-patient and outpatient
rehab, prescribed mandatory anti-abuse pills,
required to go to AA and NA, all to no affect.
I had been told by the staff at a
rehabilitation center that my liver was
showing the beginnings of liver damage. I
couldn't control my drinking. I was 17 years
old.
Having been
raised in Church I knew the only hope for me
was Jesus. One night while lying in a borrowed
bed, I began to talk to the Lord. I didn't
intend to surrender; I simply thought I would
open communication. As I said His name, the
room flooded with His presence. I began to
weep and then I began to laugh. I knew I was
done with life without Him. I also knew I had
to leave town; I was too weak to stand against
the temptation that my town contained.
I called my
dad the following day. Unknown to me, the
previous week the Lord had spoken to my dad,
telling Him that I would be going to Teen
Challenge. He referred me to a youth pastor
across town who had previously volunteered
with Teen Challenge. When I contacted the
Youth Minister, he said "what a
coincidence, Teen Challenge is conducting a
service for us this weekend." We both
knew it was no coincidence. I enrolled in the
program that weekend.
God changed
my life at Teen Challenge. I found the
structure, relevant instruction and loving
relationships I needed to be healed and to
gain a solid foundation upon which to build
the rest of my life.
I would hate
to think where I would be had Teen Challenge
not been available for me. I thank God for the
committed staff that, 20 years after being
there for me, continue to provide a place of
healing.
After graduating Teen Challenge,
Dave entered Bible college. He then returned
to Teen Challenge in Colfax, IA as a staff
member where he served for nearly 14 years.
Dave resigned as Program Director in Spring of
2002 to become senior pastor of Heartland
Assembly of God in Ankeny, IA.
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Brian Schroeder's Testimonial
"Train a child in
the way he should go, and when he is old he
will not turn from it." - Proverbs
22:6
For
years my parents found their peace in the
verse referenced above. My name is Brian
Schroeder. I am 24 years old and recently
completed the Teen Challenge program.
Before Teen Challenge, the only sense in life
I seemed to have was the sense that my life
was going to come to a very sudden and abrupt
end. My only agenda in life was feeding a
horrendous addiction to methamphetamine by any
means necessary.
Though I was raised the son of a Pentecostal
minister, my life has been one huge spiritual
battle. Most of it was spent stiff-arming the
powerful prodding of the Holy Spirit.
“But
as for you, continue in what you have learned
and have become convinced of, because you know
those from whom you learned it, and how since
childhood you have known the holy scriptures,
which are able to make you wise for salvation
through faith in Christ Jesus." (II
Timothy 3:14, 15)
I began using marijuana daily at the age of 14. Throughout middle school and high school I began using more dangerous drugs such as LSD and cocaine. My junior year in high school I began fighting at a local boxing club where I was introduced to synthetic steroids. After high school my life began spinning viciously out of control. I acquired an addiction to methamphetamine that plunged me into a life of violence and crime.
Because
of my size and boxing abilities I began
collecting money for drug dealers in order to
support my addiction and lifestyle. However,
night after night I was confronted with the
seeds of truth that had been planted in me
throughout my life. After a heavy binge, I
would find myself crashing mentally and
physically from weeks of hard use. Paranoia
and fear would set in. I can faintly remember
crying out to God from the deepest part of my
soul for deliverance and freedom from this web
of sin.
Unknowingly
at the time, I began to see the answers to
those many nights of prayer unfold before my
very eyes. I began finding myself in and out
of jail on a wide range of charges. It was
during these short trips to
jail that the Lord really began dealing with
my heart. I would go for months without any
communication with my family whatsoever, but
during these times in jail I would call my
father and he would pray for me. At one point,
he mentioned hearing about the Teen Challenge
program We asked the Lord together on the
phone, if it was His will for my life to
reveal it to me. In Des Moines, Iowa
there is a county jail shuffle because of the
inmate population due to the growing meth
crisis. An hour after my father and I prayed,
I was shuffled to Monroe Co. Jail in Albia,
Iowa.
Out
of four inmates in my jail cell, the first one
I spoke to was a student in the Teen Challenge
program. He had been pulled out of the program
to serve a 30-day jail sentence. I realized he
was the answer to my prayers. Upon release
from jail, I went to Teen Challenge to apply
for admittance. While waiting for my required
blood test, I received a phone call from a
dealer who had a large sum of money to be
collected. Caught off guard, I agreed to help
him and plunged into another self-serving drug
binge.
About
3 weeks later, we were dealing large amounts
of meth and running an escort service out of a
hotel. In the middle of all this, myself and
one of the prostitutes left to run some stolen
checks and credit cards through a Wal-Mart
store to see if they were good for some money.
The whole trip there I was in the biggest
spiritual battle of my life. I was crying out
inside once again for forgiveness and mercy
for the sin in my life. God heard my cries and
as I pulled into the store parking lot to park
the car, the manifest presence of God was
poured into that car like a glass of water
being emptied from heaven. In awe over what
was happening, I turned to look at this
prostitute sitting next to me. The first thing
that came out of her mouth was,
“I gave my life to the Lord when I was 13
years old.” As she said this, the spirit of
God began to come upon both of us. God
ministered to each of our hearts for what
seemed to be only 10 minutes, but turned out
to be 4 hours. We never entered the store and
upon leaving decided we would collect her
belongings from the hotel room and return to
our families.
When
we entered the hotel room I was astonished to
find no one there. Everything and everyone was
gone. Federal agents had raided the room hours
before. As I walked through the room and
glanced into the empty garbage cans, I began
receiving revelation of the grace and mercy of
my heavenly father. My life was radically
changed from that moment on. A few days later
I entered the Teen Challenge discipleship
program.
After years of rebellion and kicking against the goads of the Holy Spirit, my family's and my prayers had been answered and I was firmly planted in the relationship with God I had always yearned for deep in my heart. Through Teen Challenge, the power of God is being revealed to me daily by the Holy Spirit and brothers and sisters in Christ who give of their lives to disciple us. Foundations have been laid and disciplines developed in my life that are priceless, and would not have been formed had it not been for Teen Challenge.
After completing Teen Challenge, I began interning on staff in Colfax. As an intern, I had the opportunity to be a positive influence in the mens dorm while receiving further training and mentoring from Teen Challenge staff. Teen Challenge paid for Bible College correspondence classes while I helped disciple our students. I am overjoyed and very hopeful for all that the Lord has planned for the rest of my life. Where he leads me, I will follow.
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